Monday, May 16, 2011

Suck it up...

Forgive me readers for I have strayed....

LOL

I have had a great week but I have also had a terrible week.

The great comes in the overall. I have caught up with friends old and
new, I have gone place and done things and it has all been great.

But...

It has led to a deep sense of frustration.

I am frustrated that my eating patterns are not "normal".

I am frustrated that I still can not exercise.

I am frustrated that I love food so much but I have to restrict my intake.

I am frustrated about the whole situation.

But the fact is, frustration or not, I have to just suck it up and do
it. I can't have my 2 year old tantrum and yell and scream and cry.

Well, I can. But it's not going to do me any good. :o)

So I got on the scales after my week of (excess) fine food.

150.2 kgs

To be honest, lower than I expected.

But still bad.

So SV. Time to suck it up. Be a grown up. And just do what I need to do.

1 comment:

sassy said...

You have every right to feel frustrated over all of these things.

This line: "I am frustrated that I love food so much but I have to restrict my intake", made me think about a Geneen Roth quote I saw on another blog. She is just so good! She talks about when you really love a food, you actually sit with it, pay attention to it and enjoy it. As opposed to feeling sick by overeating it. Because that is not really loving the food.

When I feel the same way as you I try to remember that exact sentiment. And if I don't remember it this time, then maybe next time:)